A sudden change

Sumtimes i dun koe wat myself is thinking
*EMO again*
juz happy~ing n doing ex...
suddenly my mood change 360
juz coz of *the act*
wic make me dissapointed n sad
telling myself:
*i shud koe wat i shud do n wat i shouldn't
i shud koe wat is the rite time to do the rite thg
i shud wat is my goal
i shud koe i shud wrok hard to achieve*
N...I SHUD forget u??!!!

The thing that wont happen in reliaty

When the dream seems juz in front of me
It disappear as smoke in air
Wat shud i do with it?!
Try harder or gif up?!
I reli get fed up with it!!!
*i gonna disappointed sumone esp my mum*
Wat can i do?...no idea
2 more weeks to go..
I shud spend it wisely...
It shud be time for study onli...
but...gonna left my classmates dy...
honestly i reli feel sad n *she bu d*
I dun koe y i hv such feeling
juz wanna hang out n having fun wif them~~~
*my dear..my engtao...fabian...fook ming...ah cek...n more more~~*
but...i can play fully as i wil thk of exam is cumin soon!!
i m in the dilema...
can i do both thg at the same time?
the feel of lik leaving f5 is cuming soon
I dun koe why...
las sem we all not even hv any interaction
why can suddenly so fren!!
cant imagine tat...wow!!
MPW timetable is out....
My dear is not same class with me!!!
N fook ming kah leong oso...sob sob
I hope all the ppl can be in the same class again nah
As nez year we all gonna go for our own course
Why cant juz let us being tgt for 2 mths plus?
the reality is cruel...i hv to accept it!
God did not grant my wish..><


EMO me
I koe everyone not lik it
I guess...esp my dear
Fab: y u lik being emo?be happy everyday lah
I wish too~
It seems tat nthg can make me happy
Being wif my buddies is one of the thg i can happy
esp wif those *shot shot* d,...XDD

Trafic Light

Trafic Light~~~
The place i nidda *concentrate* on *zhu yi* XDD
Cool chin!!! hahahz.....
*the pai look reli engtao*
Swinburne~~Jalan Mendu~~~Jalan Ban Hock~~
I thk i gonna hv gud mood

Wonderful Saturday

After having breakfaz in old time
Went to lib wif chele n dear
Spending 3 hrs doin EMB...
*not manage to finish gok*
Otw pick up fab n heading to boulevard
wana buy earphone...XDD
shop around the mall....
bought a body glove tee...gaha...
*Cool BlacK*
*Lets go upstair...a lot of thg to play*Said fab....
hahaha...PLAY.....my favourite
Lolz...i rei crazy ehh..play with watever....
reli sia soi lah....lolz....
As memories nah~~~
I reli long time not so happy dy
*Tq fab n dear*
*Both of them make fool of me*
*Tag me so many NOOB n Sia soi pic in fb*XD
Guess wat???!!!
there is blackout the whole mall

N...the most shocked me!!!
Fab can play piano so well
*he say he learn 1 yr nia*
*Dear say he is even pro than her*
Wow....i reli din aspect tat...XDD
Love music guy....

I receive a msg form my cousin
She wana me help her do a favour
Speak in front of hundred guest
Wow...is reli a bid challenge
Well....i hv to say YES as is my God mum 70th Big Bday
*hw i m goin to deal with it ehh*

Challenging n Exciting Day

Wuuu.....finally!!
She allow i drive out wif frenzz..XDD
Went many places....
Meet wif XYB in 175 nearly 12.30pm
Heading to swin at 2pm
Meet fabian n xen
Thot of play badminton at MPH
bt...we cant manage it as no booking ><
Then we went to Winter Court
Drive through 3rd mile..MJC...Stapok
Along the journey
I can hear lots of *instruction n warning* lolz
*Dun drive too near the longkang*
*why no signal when u wana turn*
*there is bump in front*
*yr parking fail lah*
Honestly i reli learn a lot today
*Tq to fabian..xen..n my engtao Gor*
I prefer to hv frenzz to guide me rather than family
As they wun suddenly shout or scream
*lidat will make me nervous lah ><*

Hahah..its been long time i din play badminton
Noob Noob d me....
Worst than lil kid there...oppss...
Bt its fun.....

Exciting Day

Today i be the driver for whole day
Surprisingly mum allowed XD
Been to many places
Go through new challenge
Well i learn a lot

2ml gonna be a big challenge day
Driving out wif my frenzz....lolz
they all gonna be my sifu...haha
wuu wuu...lookimg forward
Gud Luck to myself..XD



*Again trafic light is tat place
the place tat can make me happy from emo*
Weeeee..............XDD

The truth

I m dissapointed
Disappointed with myself
I thot is easier n i sure can do it
Bt the fact prove tat i m nt
Wat i thk is juz my imagination
Is nt a reality><
*she koe theory but nt practical*
i agree wif tiz...
feel lik giving up?!

*she nt allow me alone with it
then hw i m goin to learn?*
wat is the point of u ppl spending money???
if it is lidat....
i reli dun koe wat she thk....
I guess i m NOOB
tat y she doesn't hv any confidence on me

I try my best

Spending almost the whole week doin emb revision
Finally the exam is over
yeah....!! XD
*although i don't koe the way i do is correct mah..><*
Nw hv to spent the time doin 2 assignments..
Duh duh........
Final exam is cuming soon
I tell myself gonna start the revision
*can i do it?!*
*i hope so..as i dun wan repeat my emb*


Gonna spend my weekends wif frens doin assignment
*sure fb~ing if laptop is wif us in wifi places*
hohoho...dear sure wil *tiu* at us...:))

Random

M i too over?
Hmm...i guess so...
Letting her wait in car for me for bout 15 mins..
I reli apologise for tat
*so so sorry*
I promise i wil nt do it again
As not everyone will did te will have the intention to wait me so long XD
*thk no onat for me...mum?mayb.*
mayb i shud learn nt to escape from the rain
juz feeling myself is useless
even a small rain wil cause me headache..><



wanna tq fabian for driving me to the carpark
N tq for his small umbrella...XD
*wic protect me from headache*
as it is down pouring....
N tq for xen burger...XD
*he adhere to his promises to pay*

Fate decision

FATE is the one tat decide
I believe in fate


The place where i saw u is oweys near sch XD
*bt i dun koe whether i m happy or sad*